I think I still might be adjusting or I'm becoming more aware of how badly scatterbrained I am that I need at least two things to concentrate on if I'm on my PC.
Maybe re-learning to just, not skip around in videos or have shit on in the background.
Maybe that will help me decide if I should even try anything in the IT field. Anything.
Last night was just a ton of images and sounds and regret. That's all I can really remember.