Had a conversation with someone today, kinda came out of nowhere but it went down a rabbit hole. Starting to think they were right. Maybe I just needed to hear it from someone else.
The longer I stay here the longer I let corporate take advantage of me. I'm settling for second best and actively getting snubbed. I need to value my own time more.
There's a big part of me that's not thrilled at the thought of job hunting again. The other part is do incredibly afraid of failure that I'm not sure who I'm worried about upsetting?
Like, yeah ok the obvious emotional spiral of fucking up on a large scale, but I'm not in danger.
