feelings blogging
feeling blah today.
had the first meeting with my new team at work. I've worked with most of them before so no concerns there. but the team is clearly under resourced compared to others, so I'm interested (and slightly nervous) to see how that will play out... it might be fine.
but I'm also struggling to care about any of this at all. I feel like there's an important balance between working on stuff I'm interested in (relatively speaking) and things I'm not, and right now I see the balance continuing to shift towards the latter.
if I work too much on stuff I'm interested in I'll burn out because I get too into it. I'm left with little to no energy for the stuff I actually care about outside of work. and on the other end I burn out if I have to constantly be forcing myself to do things I don't enjoy.
idk where I'm going with this. I've run out of things to do until Friday when I'm travelling for a couple weeks, and I always get funky in these waiting periods.
