because it is an active war against my pessimism. why should I do this very difficult thing that will have definite long-term benefits if I still do not think I'll get to live to old age and actually reap those benefits? and yet I so badly want to imagine a future where I grow old, I just wonder if I'm deluding myself by actually doing so! it's hard.
trans and gay and enjoying it
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in reply to @victoria-scott's post:
yeah in retrospect i should not have quit cold turkey. definitely worth a go