I've never EVER seen someone talk about the weird feeling of being an introject/having an introject of the person that gave you trauma. Shout out to all of ya'll who also deal with that, your struggles won't go unnoticed from me.
In all the plural conversations around introjects it feels like people forget that introjects aren't only ever based on fictional characters. Even I have fictives so I get why people want to talk ab them, but factives especially those based on people you'd know irl, are rarely ever discussed at all. The few times anything regarding being a factive gets brought up its treated as only ever being an introjected celebrity.
Not shaming factives of celebrities, just no one talks ab the kinda weird feeling that can sometimes bring being a factive of person you were friends with or having a factive an old pet you had. And of course all the extremely weird feelings of BEING the person that caused trauma for you but also at the same time you didn't do anything wrong. Or people assuming that makes you a persecutor automatically
