me, starting to worry i'm coming off as too weird: i can't let the hoes see my childlike whimsy

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me, starting to worry i'm coming off as too weird: i can't let the hoes see my childlike whimsy
i wanna get high and get super emotional about art and ramble incoherently about it. that would be fun
i need to take the advice i keep seeing over and over again about art: i just need to start creating. i don't start because i don't feel good enough, but if i never begin the ideas i have will never come to fruition... and let's be honest, you're never gonna feel fully ready, there's always gonna be something you need to improve on, and youre never gonna be perfect. so why don't i just start anyway? why can't i? @_@
music pet peeve is when they mess with what side a certain sound is on... why are you alternating between my left and right earbud literally for what reason