9 i guess if you don't count quaffing CBD oil to deal with the withdrawals.
also 4 and a half years without alcohol so that's something too.
posted this because today is the first day ive woken up neither miserable nor panicking. I feel tired but rested, and im looking towards the future with more hope than dread.
I think my antidepressants are starting to work.
also ashwagandha, damn that shit works.
