no art right now, since im working on personal writing. it's really good feeling, but i always get pangs of "not drawing right now!" which is a mixed feeling.
im trying to learn how to deal with anxiety better. i feel sometimes i can't deal with my feelings, but sometimes i feel like i've managed to put up a good defense against the worst my brain gives me.
with this and exercise, and soon getting back to art, i hope i'll start feeling better. december sucked for me. january though...hm.
anticipation, expectation, nostalgia, shame, and regret are some of my biggest problems. maybe i can learn to fully exist in the present.