oh my god I want a cigarette. I figure it has to be worse now than it has been because I bummed a handrolled cig off a guy because I thought it was a joint a few months ago. The last cigarette I smoked for real real was a handroll that my brother did that I smoked in the back drive of my mother's house when we were discussing if we needed to take her to the hospital or not, a month before she died. this is why I don't really smoke cigarettes, more than anything else
