idk why i'm so shy and secretive about the movies i watch to the point where i only really feel comfortable talking abt them here but like even then i'm only ever scratching the surface because i don't wanna come off as a pretentious idiot by being like ohhh the themes and its like what if i don't even understand themes......... i know i do because i was always such a good student but i feel so dumb alll the time. etc imposter syndrome whatever the fuck thats why i loved the himbo/bimbo movement like yesssss let me be stupid haha....💔
like i take movies so seriously i am always pausing to have a mini discussion about the plot and foreshadowing and the implications of the symbolism they've chosen etc but only with people i trust because i could just be talking out of my ass i don't know what was i saying