feel the motions of the earth in my head vibrating like a bullet eyes always on me always second place never keeping up not here for a reason ust here to fill space pathetic could never be a daughter always the son they don't love as much as the daughter they recognize and you'll never look how you want to and it will always hurt to breath and you can't ever function as the adult you are it's pathetic that you're a child and you act like this can you just for once in your fucking life acknowledge what is going on or does the door close again after tonight and your smile goes on and you walk that road and you pretend to like everyone when in reality there's only one star in the sky you admire and the rest is just there so you can pretend it isn't so empty and your legs bleed and your body shakes and you limp more noticeably then you used to and your thoughts all swell in that worthless fucking mind of yours that worthless fucking mind of yours that worthless fucking mind of yours
