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This is kind of Year of Hell to be honest
Which I hate saying abt the year where my game finally released and honestly I have a lot of incredibly exciting prospects on deck and all sorts of stuff but the sheer level of work and stress and the fact that it's been unrelenting is just so exhausting. I want some relief.

It's also funny bc I always said I didn't wanna start hormones and go thru the needle and medical phobia gauntlet plus emotional shift unless I could find a "quiet period" to handle that in and then I decided to go for it anyway bc No Time Like The Present and then it was the most stressful year of my life lmfao


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in reply to @witnesstheabsurd's post:

for various reasons I believe that if you wait until you're perfectly ready you will die first. better to take the shot when you have it at all. your capacity to endure and persevere and grow has always impressed me.

I held off on HRT for like, 6 years because "life is too much of a mess right now" and then when I was finally stable in a job I expected to have for years I got laid off like, two weeks after starting hormones... Life is never stable, be the creature you want to be now