Legitimately it's been so scary to contemplate telling an endo (or anyone) that my hrt goals are essentially "porn stereotype dickgirl". Like you sound like the ultimate asshole if you say "my dick is big. I would like it to stay that way and also i want tits. I don't mind if I have to keep dealing w t side effects". I'm so happy it feels like i've managed to actually figure out the balance I want and i'm getting those results after months of weird mood swings and energy drops. it can be scary to advocate for yrself if what you want is perceived as like crass and frivolous, but like, it's my fuckin body!!!
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in reply to @witnesstheabsurd's post:
It is your body and like, go you for shooting for your dreams~!
I always thought the process in the UK viewed transitioning as very binary… like you need to want to be 100% what they consider male/female and nothing else
I’m glad you’re sticking with what you feel best and have found a way to get what you need
Lately I've been sidling toward this with my (queer-friendly) GP, who's now the one who's prescribing for me; I explained non-binary and my particular flavor of it, and how this had been my self-image and transition goal for as long as I wanted to transition. Seems to be going okay so far, but I wonder if I ought to seek out an endocrinologist specifically and if there's any such clinician around here who'd accede to my wishes.
God, same. I may have found a balance but god damn there's so many limitations that current feminizing HRT has, and it's been emotionally hard to deal with.