After a few days of using the phone more times than I have in a decade calling pharmacies, and driving to the doc's office, I finally was able to get Emma a bottle of ritalin and she's quickly settled back to normal. The meds were 3x higher than normal for not being generics this time, cause of her being off-med for 2 weeks it didn't really help my sleep or well-being either.
I balanced on credit more than I wanted to in the past week cause of things and I hate myself when I have to do that. I feel like I'm going (even more) mad that January was a fluke month that didn't kick me in the dick. And fuck me I remembered I have to get my own meds this weekend and that's probably gonna be like $80. I did already do most of the documentation for this sprint and next sprint at work, so maybe I can let that coast til mid-month.
Everything needs to stop costing so much more money I dont have every WEEK, christ
I haven't been able to write much given the above. But when I will be able to I at least have a lot to work on. Was thinking a couple old scrapped ideas could be repurposed in the goofy way I prefer to write. I suppose that's something I'm doing at least in my brainpan other than being frizzled out.