helo this is mostly personal stuffs, feel free to click the cookie run tags in my pinned to see all my delightful posts about a franchise i'm hyperfixated on


I'm feeling a little bit better after getting stoned out of my gourd, I should probably sleep soon. It's always the same old shit I'll never be able to shake from being isolated with my own thoughts posting to what feels like an empty void forever.

I've been trying to find my own motivation on this story project. I don't really want to share or talk about it much aside from the process as I'm more quasi-rubberducking myself on it. Two likes on twitter WIP or a facebook comment from someone I barely know saying "UH" or something doesn't really get my encouragement juices flowing after 15 years of social media. And I'm a writer I'm like the most disadvantaged type of artist online cause fuck even I don't read words on this thing, if it's not an attempt at a joke it just zooms on by.

Anyways now that the script outline is divided up into VN maker chapter blocks in Scrivener, I tried starting a rewrite but it wasn't taking, so I decided to just copy/edit the shit I already wrote and fit it into the formatting. So while there's some new chapters to write I have few notes on, I can at least have something there to punch up on the older stuff. I'm hoping that when I get to the new stuff that I wind up going down another research hole.

At this rate, barring distractions to play cookie run, I might have a working rough draft of all the text portions of it by the end of the week. Most of the sounds could be pulled from stock libraries, others I could make myself in Logic, but we'll see how that all goes when I get to it along with voice stuff. Been rereading lines out loud to see how they sound.

My adderall might run out as I could only get half a script this time. So we'll see how much art I can get done without it if that's the case. This is nice and all but I'd rather have a soul-destroying job paying the bills and my therapist back if i can be real


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