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Now it's gone
The flower that I saw
Blooming golden in my dreams
Unsheathing all its thorns
I throw aside a wish
Whose wounds I couldn't mend
Can I really keep you safe?
At the very end...

I try and try to call to you
Still you're lost to me
I found myself alone and colorless
And I wrung her neck
That red sensation in the distance
It looked so bright and beautiful
I took their "justice"
Stabbed right through it

I feel the weight
This pain of my own making
Melting into my fate
call me distortion

Please, forgive me, my love
This knife has become your destiny
It's beautiful, but I can see
It's gonna hurt all the same
Whenever I dream through one single eye
I just see a world full of things I despise
So please let me dream next to you, love
I'd reach you if we tried

Now it's gone
The flower that I saw
Shining redder than my scars
Bloomed into a star


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