xenogears

a million shades of light

  • he/they

first and foremost i am here to amuse myself
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i love weird and bad video games, speedrunning, professional wrestling, and rodents
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i hate computers
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also found on:
discord (indextic)
twitch (indextic)
bluesky for the foreseeable future, i guess



xenogears
@xenogears

been finding myself getting extremely emotional lately while listening to sleep token imagining the songs are not about an abusive relationship with a past partner but rather songs to/from the very concept of self-love trying to reconnect with you

mind you there are a lot of songs this interpretation extremely does not work for. but, yeah, actually, i do wish that i loved me. i am still full of the love i want. i don't believe me when i say that i'm fine

and for the love of fucking god, please don't hurt yourself again


xenogears
@xenogears

between the second-hand smoke and the glass on the street
you gave me nothing whatsoever but a reason to leave
you say you want me, but you know i'm not what you need
but i am


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in reply to @xenogears's post:

i have kinda always thought about it thay way. vessel as a character doesn't strike me as the kind of person who'd really be terribly invested in a relationship besides with Sleep so i always assumed there has to be some kind of alternative meaning. and, well, i constantly write stories about myself in second person, so.