xkeeper

welcome to my personal hell

dragon warrior iii for the game boy color describes me as "stubborn", and i'm tempted to agree with that assessment


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i've been around the internet since '01.
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peaked somewhere around '07.


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I wrote a post about my former roommates, Kaito/KS and Raspberry, and their allegations of me being a "serial gaslighting abuser".

They have spent more than two years dragging my name through the mud and making shit up. I was mostly silent, hoping that finally not living together might make it stop. Unfortunately, it didn't, so... here we are.

Note: if you have any questions or concerns about this, feel free to reach out, either via Discord or Telegram (same username).
Edit: Hi KS! I'm glad you read my post, but when you say "trying to live our lives away from them": that's what I was doing, until you decided to post a flat-out lie about why and how we moved here, and then decided that you were justified in making that lie when confronted about it, and then made up more lies. You do not just get to make up things and have them go unchallenged. Not any more.
Edit 2: It's pretty telling that I've had multiple people now respond to this with "I had no idea this is what was actually going on". I'm really wondering what else you've been telling people, KS! Because it certainly isn't the truth.

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in reply to @xkeeper's post:

Dude what the fuck, that sucks. Thank god you got away from them. You are so patient, I bet most would have had a mental breakdown much earlier and also done something extreme.

I had been "in crisis" for years, having occasional breakdowns along the way. I made it clear repeatedly: I need help. I cannot keep doing this alone. Nobody helped.

The only reason I made it through is because I didn't have any other options. I couldn't quit my job, because I was the only person supporting us. I couldn't kick them out, because I'm not that kind of person. I would rather sacrifice myself to help others and in this case I paid dearly for it.

I wouldn't wish this fate on anyone. I'm still fucked up over it, a full year later. I'm still dealing with the fallout of it.

At the very least, I hope you're proud of yourself for being strong enough to make it through such horrors while maintaining your moral values to boot.

I can only imagine how hard it is to feel that cornered and alone. I hope you can recover significantly, even if it takes a long time.

I'm just gonna say for the record that, while I had only a very passing familiarity with Raspberry and none that I know of with KS, this version of events does line up with what I remember seeing on twitter over the course of several years. It does not strike me as a retcon.

i appreciate the confirmation. a lot of this had to be pulled from memory; i guess one reason to be mad about griping about it on twitter is that it leaves a trail of evidence as-it-happened. -_-