i think my hair sorta looks okay after trimming it?? im not sure if it was a mania cut, but i like it more than the $60 cut i got earlier this year.
idk the past two weeks have been a shitshow, still distraught. this feels worse than being literally cheated on. i wasted too much of my own time and energy on someone who ended up eventually lifting the veil on their racism, attempting to pass it off as esoteric spiritual horseshit, galaxy brained "its just to make people angry" fucking nonsense. what is it, the third 'major spiritual revelation' this year alone? is you becoming a neon*zi? you can miss me with all of that shit. i wasted a few too many years on you
you need help, and an algorithimically determined feed of argument craving ghouls and gpt3 bots trained on hate speech is the furthest from help. i told you that staying off the fucking bird site and just not getting off on internet arguments with randos (and smashing that mf block button) would benefit your health, multiple times, across multiple years. of course you didnt heed those words, but rather the words of gpt3 bots trained on hate speech, and the words of argument craving ghouls (that you refused to block despite spending hours upon hours upon hours, pacing across the room with phone in hand, typing manically, yelling and at each and every typo)
all was a waste of my time, and yours too