that I'm getting as much done as I am despite feeling like life is just squishing me down against the floor every day is probably amazing but I'm still struggling pretty bad.
anyway I found a flat tire and the other tires are basically bald so I guess I have to replace all of them now, because I have to drive cross-country with a large chunk of what I own soon. again. and the flat means I basically need a tow, so. life's expensive.