coffee was making me too anxious to handle various medical / social things i have to deal with this month, so i stopped drinking it for the moment. i knew that most of this would happen because i've taken breaks from it before, but it's always striking how much dropping it affects me:
- i am incredibly spacey; just on another plane of existence half the time even mid-conversation
- i am still anxious, but i have a much better capacity to handle it
- my stomach is significantly less upset
- i'm sleeping a lot more and a lot better, but it's a lot harder to get up
- stuff just gets to me less in general? i feel not exactly at peace, more like aloof
psychopharmacology is wild

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