eggbug enjoyeri think maybe the magnitude of difference that coffee makes to my quality of life in both directions (productivity and ability to take care of myself goes up like 1000%, but at the price of increased anxiety, worse sleep, and more tummy issues) means i should consider adhd medication after all
i drank basically 1-2 cups a day for the past 5 years or so and it was not a good way for me to live, but i went cold turkey on it at the end of last year and it sucks just as much but in kind of opposite directions. i wish i could find a middle ground of "functional but not wound up to the point of strain"
