they think this shit is fucking funny. they'll shit all over the rights you thought the government guaranteed and then laugh because they think you deserve it, that there's nothing you don't deserve. the moment you look different, act different, or think different- god forbid you think they should be held accountable-, or even just stand in their way or become useful to exploit, you are a second class citizen to them.
from the moment you are placed in school you are tested for how well you can hide in plain sight. when you fail, they set you apart, because they hate what you are under the veil, every atom of you is something they hate. every little thing that so much as resembles an original thought or identity. every part of you that can be identified as something they don't hate, is an impostor they put in you to fight the war on the inside. kill the impostor and build yourself new. the life they want you to live is not a life worth living, nor is it yours to own.
they'll throw you in a cell- prison, jail, juvy, in-school suspension, whatever they call it- so you can "think about what you've done". what this means is to have your spirit crushed as the levers of the system reverberate with its wicked, anti-human whispering. the whispering that pounds and scratches on your eardrums until they bleed and says "YOU HAVE NO POWER HERE, NOBODY WILL SAVE YOU, YOU ARE THE ENEMY, THIS IS WHAT YOU DESERVE". you didn't do dog shit. every crime committed, especially the ones made up by the state, is a failure of the state at crime reduction. pound for pound, most of the impact of crime is committed by the hands of the empowered classes, the architects of the system, that are seldom found guilty. to point the finger at you is how they evade responsibility.
fuck the police. fuck prosecutors. fuck "justice". fuck punishment. fuck guilt. fuck their owners. pray to whatever god you know (and if you have any values, you do know one) that these forces be stamped out from the earth. but we all know it isn't enough to pray for a better world. let destruction fill you. become an avatar of chaos. for this they will burn you. they will hurt you. they will steal from you. and in the end they will kill you. but you will haunt them forever, and ever, and ever, and ever, and ever, and ever, and ever- even a death with a bowed head in defeat is not enough for them, because that you ever existed at all is too much for them. they too will die- and their errors, their beautiful little "im"perfections that they tried so hard to hide, will be all that anyone will remember
