i'm watching these videos about autism and how hard it is to mask for social acceptance and whatnot and just thinking "the more i got away from my parents'/church's/private school's asphyxiating fundie square-breeder norms while acting like i was too good for everyone else as a kid, the more my eccentricities were totally excused and the more people wanted to know me" which uhhh i'm gonna call a dub on my part, let's go self-appointed bad bitches
